The Great Depression

Very unfortunately, I find myself very depressed again.

Today, I went to school for drawing class. It was very liberating. Nothing like a good drawing session to free up from the evils of the world.

It's really sad that the drawing class had to end. I felt so good during the two hours. Before class started, I was feeling a little off. But when I got down to drawing, all the bad emotions kinda just dissipated. I really liked that feeling. Then the drawing class ended and, very much on cue, the bad emotions came flooding back.

That's exactly how school makes me feel. It's not what I do there, but just simply the fact that I AM there. As I've said, school is a curse to me. I've tried to be good, but it's just so depressing whenever I try.

Working at the cinema, that's liberating for me too. It's a pity that I only get to work during the weekends. That's one great reason why I so look forward to weekends. Weekends are like the end of The Darkness. It's when I feel safe and secure. It's when I'm confident and strong.

Come Sunday night, things just appear bleak, knowing that The Darkness awaits the following day.

Just at this moment when I'm feeling hopeless, my iTunes shuffled to this song titled, 'Hope'.

"...I know it ain't easy, but that's okay, 'cos we're hopeful..."