Camp at Pulau Ubin

Definitely devillish. But I still sorta made it through. And it felt like 3 days, though we only went through one night.

And now my legs are spotted with red bites. It's really too bad that I don't have a picture of it to post it up. The itching got worse when I reached home.

Guess my once spotless legs have been permanently scarred by these nasty bites. My life is over!

That one night sleeping in the jungle of Ubin felt like ages. It was really just in the wild. Then there were all kinds of noises throughout the night. Lucky I had one partner beside me. Yes, so there was only two of us.

It's pretty freaky and all, but the torture we received during the day made it all seem safe. Did I mention we had to build a barsha, temporary shelter, in almost complete darkness? We only had 2 lightsticks. And it was glaring, making vision kinda impaired.

But it was a pretty good experience out in the wilderness too. We were devoid of all communication devices plus we didn't have any timekeeping device. So it all felt damned long than it actually was. I'm really glad it's over.

And that frog-eating feat too! Felt like a dream too. All kinda surreal. Cos when you're daring yourself in low visibility, your other senses automatically become keener. And you ask yourself if it's really happening beacuse you can't see well. It's a fact that we rely a lot on sight. Maybe too much?

But for now, I'm really thankful. For everything.

After the Silence

I guess it had been a really great idea that I left out all the gory details. It was definitely a great experience. I mean, killing the frog wasn't exactly great, but it was a survival skill that needs to be learned and practised.

Definitely traumatising at first. But I kinda overlooked the whole cruelty-to-animals thing and did what I had to do.

And I didn't have a choice for goodness sake!

Frog Kills Frog

It's really strange how things happen. While I'm hoo-haa-ing away on all the crap of me being a frog, I got to meet up with a real one face to face.

It was really nice to see my 'own species'. Then the most traumatising news broke.

Well, Froggy needs to kill fellow Froggymate.

Had to grab Froggymate by the hindlegs. Then, whacked it real hard against stone slab. Not just once, but 5 times. Gotta make sure it's really gone up to the heavens.

It was staring at me some more! Froggymate's blood splattered on my hand and arm and shirt too. Then it just went limp.

Some cruel shitty thing to do. And yo, that's not the worst part yet.

Frog Eats Frog

Yes! You heard that? FROG EATS FROG!!!

Skinned poor little Froggymate, mutilated it, disemboweled it, and boiled it in water.

Had it for supper.

Let's observe a moment of silence.

Little Froggy

Yesterday I went swimming. And hey! that's like something miraculous. But it was still all right, I didn't drown.

The only stroke I was okay with was breast stroke, or rather, frog-style.

One lap of the pool was terrible! It felt like eternity. But I still swam like a frog anyhow. Think I was a frog previously.

Oh yes, I belch like a frog croaking too. Haha!... That's kinda gross eh? But not all people get to hear the froggy croak. What a shame.

Froggy eating Sushi

It was my first itme dining in Sakae Sushi. And missed out on the buffet thing cos we kinda reached there early. But we figured it was too late to back out. So we ordered a sushi platter.

I ate my fill, and it was a pretty cool experience. It made me realise that there are daylight robbers who are much more daring and shameless. Hypothetically speaking, that is.

And I always love the BANG! that wasabi provides. Frankly, I think it's a near death experience. For that brief moment, it's pain surging up the nasal passage, MAN! it's like crazy! Seriously, it was so much pain that I'd rather die. But after that, it was pleasure. Haha!... Sounds warped. Whatever...

Yahoo! LaunchCAST Music

I'm am so frickin' glad that I saved my computer from the gates of hell. Now I can finally enjoy music from Yahoo! LaunchCAST. Just like before.

You have no idea how thankful and appreciative I've become. Just think about it, everything is just so wonderful!

Just like yesterday, that wonderfully heavy downpour, aptly coupled with the rhythmic flashing of lightning and clashing of thunder. I mean, that's like the worst thing to ever happen already! So I was really appreciative.

On the way home, I deliberately chose a route with the maximum rain exposure. So there I was, with my backpack(back from training), prancing around in the rain, which unfortunately fizzled to a drizzle. Then I was admiring the night sky. For a night sky, it was surprisingly bright. Cos of all the lightning flashes.

Then I reached home and looked at myself in the mirror. And looked like I broke out in cold sweat instead of looking drenched. Even my mother thought I didn't look like I strolled in the rain, which in fact, I did!

Rain, it shall! Fall, and hold no limits!

Ice-Cream and Coffee

Last night, a couple of guys came up to my doorstep to sell ice-cream. He was yakking on about their soccer team, how they need the money for jerseys, training, etc etc. For a moment, I thought, "Oh heck, just help these poor folks out. How much will it take?"

Well, quite a lot actually. One guy took a brick of ice-cream, yes, it was really a brick, and asked for S$14.90. I went, "What?! Too much lah!"

From then on, the conversation went downhill as everything sorta just broke down. I just kept saying no and closed the door.

Pay that much for a block of ice-cream?! Then I might as well get a tub of Ben & Jerry's. Get more enjoyment outta it some more. And talking about Ben & Jerry's.

Have been shamelessly paying S$4 for one scoop of their ice-cream. But gotta admit that it's really good though.

Ben & Jerry's Suntec City just opened recently. Check it out please.

If you're shameless enough, ask to sample every flavour they have. And they're really quite generous when giving samples. Plus it's not every day that you see people that happy. I think they're under some company called The Happy People Co. or kinda just affiliated in some way. But anyways, the service crew, they are like the happiest people. It's kinda crazy too, but really quite cool. Once again, the ice-cream's really good.

But just lay off the Mango Lime sorbet. Cos it tastes funny.

Coffee is really great! Especially when you're talking about coffee from San Francisco Coffee. Really fantastic. But it's kinda hard to get in Singapore. There's a branch just beside Ben & Jerry's at Suntec. But even so, it's pretty hard to find, cos it's hidden in some remote corner.

Likewise, I have been shamelessly forking out S$5 for their coffee. But then again, 5 bucks seem a small price when you're talking about paying for the world's best coffee.

World's best coffee. Yes, that's what they claim too. I shall attest to that claim.

San Francisco Coffee ROCK!

Recently got Missy Elliot's 'The Cookbook' album.

And once again it's some kick-ass music! Really fantastic! I get so high just listening, cos I'll be grooving to it like mad.

Just to digress a little: PIRACY sucks. Support ORIGINALS.

I usually cannot stand expletives coming out of people mouths. But then when it comes to Missy's music, it's all kinda different already. Somehow, all the F's and B's and S's and N's sound pretty cool.

And do you know what is the coolest thing? I'm blogging from the place closest to heart!

Okay, I've gotta admit it.

I'm really hopelessly in love with the MP3 Player from Oregon Scientific.

I mean, it's gorgeous! I can feel in in my palm and well, ears too. I just get so excited talking about it. If there's a white one, I'mma get it. Cos then, it'll match my specs too!

And yes! Talking about my specs!

So I got the eye exam and chose the frame on Monday night. And the opto person told me that it'll be ready on Thursday. But of course, I was so frickin' excited that I constantly directed myself to the mirror. And I'll just be so happy visualising the new specs on my face. And so I waited for Thursday to come.

Then last night, the opto person called me and told me that my specs were ready. I gasped right into the phone! They took like under 24 hours to get it done! I mean, like WHOA! That's pretty fast eh? So I promptly went down and collected it.

Now I can see clearly. Astig was driving me nuts. And I finally saw what I was missing.

I finally got new glasses. Increased by a hundred degrees. Slap on astigmatism too.

But I'm more excited about the new frame actually.

I saw this MP3 player in Suntec City recently. And I'm hopelessly in love with it. Here it is.

Ultra slim too. Think iPod Nano.

The LCD screen's transparent. TRANSPARENT. Meaning: See through.

And it's going at S$129.00 for 256mb.

Gotta geddit!

There's 2 people. Call them B1 and H2. Not much significance in the pseudos, just for my own pleasure.

Anyways, I was walking along the street buzzing as usual. B1 suddenly popped into my head. I was thinking, it'll be great if I could see B1. Then buzzing along I went. And WHAM! I saw B1. Actually B1 saw me first. Because of my hideous eyesight, it took me some time to figure out that B1 was there.

It was totally awesome! And it was in those unthinkable places. I was like thinking, "Of all places! Awesome! That's cool!".

You get the best you get the worst.

Same case here. Together with B1 was H2. How wonderful. -__-

Just back from Batam recently. Gone there for a Leadership Camp, and had a ball of a time!

The beach resort was fantastic! And for the first time, lodging was devoid of all the cramping into small spaces. I had, we all had, one huge bed to ourselves. It's not those cheap-O single bed with lousy bed frame, but a queen-sized bed with fabulous upholstery!

Before the camp, I went to Penggarang, Malaysia. Went cycling there. And we cycled our way to an ostrich farm! It was kinda shabby, as in the farm, but definitely an eye-opener. And ostriches are pretty gross. That long, bare neck, big bushy and furry body... Okay, maybe not that gross. But still, I don't really like them. Maybe if they present themselves on my dinner platter, then I'd consider loving them. But seriously, the ostrich ba kwa I sampled tasted not bad at all!

And guess what? That frickin' module that I was so confident of failing, I passed! Life is definitely unfair, but it's been really fair to me. 'Cos I've been a deliberate creator. Meaning I've been flowing my positive energy right. And things just fall into place nicely. Believe it, you can mould your life too! Make yourself a Utopia!

Yeah, and my results are fantastic! That is when you consider the amount of effort I put in. Which all adds up to very little, actually. This deliberate creation thing is very effective. 'Cos I've been enjoying myself for the past three weeks!

Looking back on that dark and gloomy period in my life, I can only say, "GOODBYE!!!"

Bidding goodbye never felt so good!

The new school semster's starting in a week. Pretty excited. It's gonna be a brand new start and I've made up my mind to enjoy myself to the fullest. But my timetable's kinda packed, so everyday's gonna be a long day. Think I might just begin taking my multi-vitamins and chicken essence.

This week, I shall stay at home for as long as my schedule permits to inhale as much of that familiar scent as possible, after my many overseas trips. Home is still the place to be.

Once again, IGNORANCE IS BLISS.

Oh yes, I used to diss dumb people. But that didn't make me feel good. So now on, I shall just shut up and smile. However, it does not overwrite the fact that I cannot stand dumbness in poeple.

What the hell am I gonna do with a Diploma in Biotechnology, I used to ask.

But then I realised that's not my concern. It's pretty nice to be able to focus on the goodness of the present moment and not worry about tomorrow. Of course, still set goals and constantly review them. And definitely, FOLLOW YOUR HEART.

See ya!

Yay! I'm back in the Blogosphere!

It's been like ages since the last entry. It feels like I've been deprived of water. But hey, I'm back for now.

Last weekend, I went to KL. But it was really bad. Yeah, like REALLY bad. So, whatever, let it be gone.

Things have been falling into place really nicely for me over the past few days. If I were to die like right now, I would have died without regrets.

Yesterday at work, I was feeling really down. Kinda like mood swings. Now I know how it feels like. But anyways, I was feeling way out of sorts. Even ice-cream tasted bad at that time. But later in the evening, I went to school for training. And it was my first training. Frankly, I was a little worried, but it turned out fun. So I cheered up a little.

This weekend was supposed to be an expedition to Malaysia's Taman Negara Nature Park. But it was cancelled. I was sad at first. Then yesterday in school, they told me that there would be a cycling trip on Saturday. Of course I said I'd go!

Because of the cancelled trip, Friday, meaning today, I would be left free. But I figured if I were to choose to go down for work at the last minute, it would be kinda irritating for the manager. So I scrapped the thought. Then this colleague of mine asked me if I was free today to cover his duties 'cos he's got something on.

So you see, everything's like falling into place nicely.

Even the money's flowing in steadily. I don't know how, but it's definitely a steady cash flow.

I have a list of WANTS, and I was totalling up the estimated worth. Turned out: S$5200.

So I'm in Love

Yeah, with sitcoms, that is. Especially those family-themed. It's just funny. I like how dramatic they are.

I'm not sure whether it was just me or that the TV line-up for weekday mornings used to suck. But now, they have like a whole 2 hours of sitcoms on Channel 5 on weekday mornings. And I just love it!

Bumming

Well, used to. Now it's buzzing. And all the buzzing has definitely paid off. I'm off on a good start. Things have been going well and I'm a happy chap. No worries on how things work out, cos everything just falls into place like magic.

I lost my key to the letterbox some time ago. I was frantically searching for it to no avail. My house is small, but it seemed so big when I wanted to find a key. I was stressing out. Meaning I was flowing negative energy. So the more negative energy flowing out, the more I couldn't find the key.

I was fretting about how the mailbox would be filled with junk mail since my mother would probably not clear it assuming I would do it instead. So I was fretting and worrying and flowing all the wrong stuff.

Then yesterday, I was just thinking how nice it would be to clear the mailbox and have the key slung back together with my bunch of keys. I was just feeling all nice and dandy.

Then I was at the kitchen counter top just leisurely looking around at all the knick knacks and what nots. And very naturally, my focal point flowed to the edge and there it was! The letterbox key! I was plain euphoric!

Like "WHOA!". That energy thing is really powerful. So after that victorious moment, I spent about 3 minutes in front of the mirror basking in my glory and congratulating myself, while expressing incredulous awe.

I feel superb!

Newspaper for Boobs

Last weekend, it was also my first time dressed like a woman. I was in a tube dress with crushed up old newspaper for boobs. And I had mascara on. No other make0up though, cos it was easy to tell that my skin wasn't really conditioned to apply make-up. Anyways, mascara was bad enough cos my lashes were like clumped together and it took a few days for it to come off totally.

"Bapok Nite" they call it. And it was held in a chalet 10 minutes away from Changi Village. How apt to dress up 5 guys as girls.

Like that wasn't embarrassing enough, we had to cat-walk for the people to see. Strut our "stuff". Haha!...

Then, we had to approach male strangers from the neighbouring chalets to come take a pic with us. When the 5 "ladies" went out, people evaded their barbeque pits immediately. I mean, like, Duh! Imagine a hideous freak asking you to take a photo with him/her.

So 3 hideous guys got strangers to take a shot with them. While 2 didn't. That happened to be me and a team-mate. So like every other crazy thing teenagers do, forfeit. Both of us had to dance out in the open. Twisting bodies and gyrating hips. Like really grossed out crap. But it was fun like anything! And I've a picture of me snaking halfway up an imaginary pole. Please be dying to see it, cos I'll be flashing it like NEVER!

But for my closer friends, no harm seeing it. Get a good laugh, be happy, make peace, blah blah blah. Plus it's not like I've never thought of such whacked-out, crazy stunts to pull off. Haha!...

Over the weekend, I had a good share of first-times.

For the first time, I went to Old Changi Hospital, or OCH in short. By far the spookiest and eeriest place to be despite the fact that it was broad daylight when I was there. And I played hide-and-seek there. I was really excited at first, everything was like wow! wow! wow! no matter which room I entered.

But then when we were there for some time, I just felt that I want to get out of the place. It's way too spooky and I just didn't feel like staying any longer. Then the thought of going there again at night turned from "Yeah! Let's do it!" to "Hell no!".

Well, I guess I thought about much better things to do and in the end, I did do much better things and didn't have to face that awful place. So, for the first time, I was at a karaoke session.

It was at Party World KTV at Loyang Point.

I can never, ever, EVER!, make it at singing. It was so embarrassing that I only knew English songs and more embarrassing that people I wasn't really familiar with had to hear my atrocious singing voice. To me, it's like croaking instead. Like a toad with a sore throat croaking away with occasional hiccups and really thick skin to go with.

But hell! We were all there to have fun and I guessed that's all that mattered, even if we were the worst singers. At times, it sorta became like a rock concert, which I really liked. Then 3 hours just flew past and I wished I could've stayed on longer.

I'm like super duper, ultra, ecstatic duringthis weekend. I've never crammed so much fun into any weekend. But it's all kinda exhausting too. I'm way behind in achieving my sleep quota and the healthy diet thing is getting out of hand.

Still, I'm having fun!