Night Out

I've just been feeling very sore lately. About everything.

They say that once your time has come, you will definitely know it, because there is nothing you look forward to in your life anymore.

I used to look forward to a lot of things in life. That made me feel happy. I realised that for a lot of things, the joy comes from the wanting and yearning part. I find myself not yearning for anything now.

Days just go by like that. It's rather meaningless. I feel sorry for myself sometimes. More and more, I think I'm turning pathetic.

Anyways, to brighten myself up a bit, I finally had a night out on Saturday!! Gosh, I swear I was apprehensive at first and couldn't really decided if I needed that night out. I was flitting between answers and at last decided to pick myself up and head out.

It sure felt great after such a long time. I mean, my last night out ended up with me having to spend a lonesome breakfast at Simpang Bedok at 5.30AM, can?!

I think I at last figured out some stuff with my mother. In this aspect, things aren't all that bad.