Woo! It's been some time since the last post.

Just now, I was at IMM. And man! was it crowded!

And it seems that Singapore's population is ageing. I've never ever ever seen so much elderly folk before! And it didn't really help much that they were constantly getting in my way. Guess wasn't entirely their fault 'cos I was feeling quite negative so it kinda attracted all the unnecessary trouble.

Then I went to eat. I was ordering my food like I had all the money in the world. Then when I was at the cashier, I flipped open to an empty wallet! So I was really embarrassed and told the cashier I had no cash. But in the end, I got to eat my food 'cos I went out to get some cash.

Feeling quite good these days. Actually, I've been feeling real good the whole time. This week in school's been kinda cool too, partly cos there's like two public holidays right smacked in the middle. And I stepped down as Class Rep to become the Class Treasurer. Pretty relieving.

I'm drawn to shiny things these days. Especially those shiny gold prints on some T-shirts. I think they're like ultra cool. And I just got one of those today. Didn't buy the T-shirt itself, but got gold paint instead. Then I slopped on the paint on a T-shirt that I already own. And now it looks pretty fabulous. Gonna wear it tomorrow.

I love shiny studs too. Like those on stud belts. I love the head of thumbtacks too. I'm dying for a cap that goes Bling! Bling!. Think I can DIY one yet again. From what I've seen, such caps don't really come cheap out there.

And there's also my obsession with cuff links! I think they're stunning. Perhaps even jaw-droppers. I'mma get a French cuff shirt from Domanchi and a couple of cufflinks to dazzle the eyes of beholders. And cufflinks come in high-end prices. But 'cos of my positive thinking, I came across some really cheap and good-looking ones in Suntec City.

Yes! Suntec City! Ever since my job at Suntec in January this year, I've been open to really cool stuff. But to be exact, it was only recently that Suntec sorta became a huge treasure trove. Guess I had been walking with my eyes closed before. It's really strange how things appear different when you're feeling all warm and fuzzy.

There was a couple of times back that I managed to locate the strangest of places. And I thought I was really smart. But it really isn't. I'm not saying I'm dumb, I'm just saying that I found those places not cos I was smart.

It was because I was feeling the right thing. There was this Converse Warehouse Sale some months back and I was feeling really good about it. I saw myself buying their shoes as though they were free and imagined myself having all the new stuff. Then I felt really nice inside. Which kinda attracted all the clues along the way and when it came to fork-roads, I just followed my heart and I eventually found the place. Now I remember the road: Harrison Road.

My point is stop pursuing. Stop all the have-to-fix-its and gotta-solve-its. Things will just fall into place when you start feeling good. All that positive energy will reel in the positive stuff.

Like how I'm enjoying my life now.

That period of darkness few months back is over. And I'm glad that I didn't approach the school counsellors. It would have worsened things.

I hate counsellors! I think they're crappy people. So are the so-called 'therapists'.

They make you dig out and excavate all the unhappy memories and make you go through them one by one asking you how you feel about each of them. Of course you feel worse after that! And then they claim they understand how you're feeling when they're not in your situation. That's lying.

Then they rope in external help. Doctors, psychaitrists, psychologists. Then all they say is what's wrong, what's not right, what needs to be corrected. Then all you think all day is what's wrong with you. Then in turn you attract all the negative energy floating around. Suddenly you're in debt, and all the what-nots.

They make you feel like you're the most unlucky person alive. But I'm not saying that they're intentional. It's just seems that those are the 'right' things to do. And so this unhealthy trend goes on.

Seriously, no one can be that unlucky. To be more exact, there really isn't a thing called luck. It's all down to how you're feeling which makes you create stuff that makes you feel, well, lucky.

So to hell with counselling! Definitely not me, anyway.

This post is going on and on and on. I suggest reading it in parts.

I've yet to get an MP3 player. I'm so behind times. But then I'll definitely not get an iPod. Everyone has it so it's no big deal. I think this iPod thing is overhyped. Which also means the people at Apple are really fantastic to be able to conjure such madness. I suspect a supernatural force behind it. Maybe they've got some magic dust floating in the air too. But I think waves are more likely. Like electromagnetic waves from the TV and radio. Hmm... shall let this topic close.

Ooh yes, I've got a cool Maths lecturer. At least she's not somebody that'll treat you like you're her kids. She plays rugby and loves it! Gosh! That is SO cool! Women who're involved in some kind of physical activity come across as more attractive. I cannot stand women who look like weaklings, all pale and thin, as though ready to collapse anytime. Bottomline is: Women should not be stick thin. Which means: Yayin, you're beautiful. HuiYi, you're not fat. And Kalis, you're a supermodel.

I'm so glad my mother jogs regularly. She kinda became younger looking and gets praises from the people in the neighbourhood. And she don't look so weak like before. Previously, she couldn't even chase after a bus that's about to leave the bus stop. She would say forget it and wait for the next one to come. But now, she can do so pretty easily. And it wouldn't leave her panting.

And I'm really grateful that I'm not thin and feeble. I'm really blessed to be able to keep up a healthy physique. Though I really wouldn't refer gorging on potato chips and junk food as healthy. Still, I love Jack&Jill Salsa Chilli Flavoured Potato Chips.

Off to sleep. I almost forgot that school's on tomorrow.