Crap

Today had been a rather bad day.

And of course, that meant drawing in all the unnecessary trouble. I guess sometimes it's nice to indulge in an occasional feel-really-bad. But that also means that I'll have to face off with all the bad stuff that'll happen.

And as a matter of fact, they do happen. The power of emotions is very strong. And that's something I believe strongly in.

Today is just horrible. I feel like crap. Everything's going haywire. I'm feeling desperate. I feel like I'm falling into a bottomless pit. It feels like my world is shrouded by darkness. I feel as though I'm dead. I look bad. I feel like I'm broke. My hair sucks. I perspired too much and stink. Hopeless. Just feel all that negative energy.

Today will turn from bad to worse, and it shall be the worst day of the month.

Let tomorrow be a brand new day.

For now, let's just grieve. I'm not sure if all these energy are pent up frustrations. I sure hope it's not. I guess I managed to reverse the flow of energy from positive to negative. I flow positivity very strongly. And now I flow negative energy. I feel it's even stronger. It's sucky.

Suddenly my mother nags at me. Suddenly I lost my appetite. Suddenly I see hotdogs and feel nothing. Suddenly I'm invisible. Suddenly I have no inspirations whatsoever. Suddenly my heart feels like something heavy's pressing against it. Suddenly I feel pain when chewing. Suddenly a sore throat creeps in. Suddenly I lost interest in school. Suddenly I get fined for returning DVDs late.

Let's grieve some more.