Hear My Heart Shatter

On one of my frequent trips to answer nature's call(Ghani says I got bladder problem for going so frequently), I found my jeans in the wash!

The instant, my heart shattered into a million pieces.

You should never never never never never never never never NEVER! wash your jeans!!!

I have specifically told my mother that my jeans(just 3 pairs of them) should NOT touch water, much less a trip in the wash!

My mother soaked it in SOAPY WATER some more! My coal stripe skinny just laid there drowned and bleeding...

If you absolutely HAVE to fucking wash your jeans, you should never never never never never never never never NEVER! wash your them in soapy water!!!

And if you still fucking insist on washing them, you should never never never never never never never never NEVER! wash them out! Always turn inside out first!

So my precious skinny just bled and bled and bled while I tactfully rinsed out most of the detergent. It was heart-wrenching because while rinsing out the soapiness, I witnessed more bleeding.

If your wrist got chopped away and all you can do is watch it bleed away, how would you feel? That is what I felt.

And I simply cannot be bothered to argue with my mother. It just hurts for now.

Well, being more positive, this one wash won't really kill my coal striped skinny lah, huh. But it did kill me inside though...

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