Pull On the Reins!

I figured it's time to pull on the reins. Pull real hard, that is.

I realised that I haven't been steering the navigation. Now it's like everything's spiralling out of control. I intend to gain that control back. I'm gonna fight for it till the end. But that'll take a lot, because the biggest obstacle lies ahead. Yes, the "P" word.

It's a habit, and you know how difficult it is to kick bad habits. But calling for an attitude overhaul is definitely crazy. So it's best to gnaw away at things bit by bit.

I've made up my mind to work harder next semester. Meaning I'm staying put in Biotech. Pretty sad, but if I can channel all that frustration into positive energy that'll benefit my projects and report, why not?

I need to become more organised and manage my time better. I've set some goals already, and I shall re-evaluate them regularly, making sure that my life is on the right track. It's a must that I become goal-oriented.

And today, first on my agenda was: "Fail exam."

It gives me great joy to cancel it out on my agenda. I have done well in not doing well.

Riiiight, whatever.

Yesterday, while I flipped open the notes to attempt studying, I sorta hit my head hard on the ground, metaphorically speaking. I dawned on the fact that I was as trashy as the contents in my notes. I asked myself, "What the hell have I been doing?!"

So I made up my mind that I shall re-take that module next semester. It's the same exam module that I failed today. Because I could only leave 40 minutes after commencement, I decided to attempt some questions. And because I didn't wanna appear apathetic, I stayed on for one full hour before I left the examination hall, erm, room actually.

So next semester is gonna be a brand new beginning that I'lllook forward to eagerly.

And there's plenty of planning and goals to achieve for the time to come.